Hello, it's me. The person who posted you so much knowledge and exploration through classics and my art. It's time I go deeper today in what I'm going to talk about today.
You may be wondering, it's already Spring, and nature is starting to feel good again. Myself, it's my favorite season even if it isn't perfect. I just love to see that sun shining again and flowers are rising back to their roots.
It's been a near 7 months since I started this blog and I feel proud for making it. Not only did it let me express my feelings and tastes on what the world is facing at me, but it's a way to gain audiences to be entertained and sometimes have a good laugh while looking into my posts, while my blog isn't all that popular or well recognized yet, I at least care that it exists and I can have it whenever I need to write or post pictures on it.
That being said the main reason I came here to write alot on this specific post is because I'm living in a really hard moment in time far more than I ever did before.
2025 has been a really tough year for me so far. It's already been the 3rd month, and the world has been more chaotic and dangerous than I thought it was ever going to be. I'm realizing all the news that's been shown on my feed and it's just crazy. I fortunately live in the United States, and the events that have been going around lately have been one of the most heartbroken, and foolish experiences I witnessed in a long time. Now I don't usually go on social media. I go on YouTube sometimes to play music and watch classics, and Facebook does have alot of cool pages instead of just the dumb AI posts. In this moment in time, I became more serious and emotionally developed in public. I'm starting to feel more quiet and deeply insecure about stuff. It ain't a small world anymore.
This month I also got into a heavily painful accident in my school where I injured my left leg while on the steps. I almost felt like I was going to be in the hospital. It's that bad. And made me realize how much challenges you really have to face in order to succeed in life.
It's more hard because I'm on the spectrum and usually when stuff like that happens, it's more difficult to manage and get through life. But I made it fair to myself, just because you have a disorder, doesn't mean your weak. I worked so hard to pass through all of this because the world isn't that easy, but it isn't always hard.
If any of you are dealing with punishing and grueling situations currently like me, just letting you know, your not alone. Almost everybody knows they have dealt with difficult times in their lives, and you just gotta deep breathe and focus on your heart, you may not get all of the fun, but try to think about it instead of worrying about what will throw at you. Nature for example. Whenever it's nice outside, thank the heavens for at least giving you a time to breathe and observe the open air of it all.
I'm one of those people that believes in spirituality and if any family member has passed away, and you feel in intense grief, I'm here with you. Whether your a female, male or non-binary I'm here for you and sorry for your loss.
I don't want you or myself to have to end up stressed and gloomy for the rest of your lives. We're trying our best to make a healthy and stable lifestyle for ourselves and that's the best thing about life.
I'm doing my best to have some good mental days off to be at peace and relax since I'm back on the old grind tomorrow, exploring more movies, old music, and animating more.
I just updated my favorite films category on my Letterboxd.
The original had Disorder In The Court and The Adventures Of Ichabod and Mr. Toad being mentioned as Top 4, while I still think those films are outstanding, they're not my "favorite" films nowadays. So freely check out my page now. I'm still working on watching every Renaissance Disney film. Hopefully next weekend it'll come out!
https://letterboxd.com/sngartmania/
From love and creativity - SNG 🎨💖
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